I've been blessed in so many ways and feel that the struggles of self-revolution have been paying off with each breath that I take. I've been doing workshops back and forth, performing here and there, working at a local youth center as a "Youth Worker" and have been working on bettering myself and the relationships with those around me.
Something else that I've slowly been able to do has been to let go of those relationships that are not worth holding on to. I'd often feel hurt in the past if I saw someone that I haven't seen or heard of in a while knowingly walk past me or wave with indifference. However, after this past weekend I realized that to continually crack my skull about why a person sends out negative energy when I try send over positivity is merely doing just that...cracking my skull.
I don't have much to write after that but I do want to attempt a free writing session to see what comes out.
We breathe the same crisp air and yet I feel as if we are not in the same region.
I fly freely reaching to hold on while you fly angrily against the currents of our peace.
Why must we have these moments of unspoken lies when you spoke as I spoke and lived as I lived. Your words must not have been carried by the waves of reality since unrealistically I question why we do not feel the same waters.
I still wish that your dreams become now and that your tomorrow will forever be.
No longer under the impression that my hopes for you are the same for me but at peace with my respect for you...and not expecting your respect for me.
