Friday, January 18, 2008

Dreams

You know it's really weird...

Today was one of the most amazing days of my life. I felt like God was somehow telling me...
"Yup this is what I had waiting for you. See man...and you were worried lol"

I had a meeting with my booking agent and it seems like I'll be teaching Middle and High School students how to perform Spoken Word Poetry for the next 2 or three years. December 14th I'm at graduation thinking "Ohhh snaaaap! Now what!" And now everytime I check my e-mail or pick up the phone I'm getting job or workshop offers. The coolest thing is that I don't just teach them Spoken Word Poetry. I teach them to believe in themselves. That they have a voice and that they matter. The Griot tradition, the concept of Ashe and Sankofa. How the brain works and all of the knowledge that I find critical and amazing. They now too find amazing. I've somehow taught them things that I didn't even intend to teach them. Like the possibility of going to college even though you might come from the hood. 

I recently worked on developing a pamphlet that would outline the two ReadNex Youth Workshops and asked for some feedback from kids that participated in it. The words they wrote pinned me to the wall and kept me smiling for days. Years ago in the Hammel Projects of Queens, NY I would have never thought that I'd be reading the words that they wrote about me.
Even more I would have never in a million years thought that a brief conversation that Decora and I had in the SUB parking lot would come true. That convo entailed my dream of developing a youth workshop titled the "Next To Be Read Workshop".
After writing the sentences above I paused and thought about all that it took to get to where I find myself today. The hours spent reading. The help given to me by both related and non-related brothers and sisters. All that it took for me to get to where I am today.
Thinking about all of that made me want to end this post with a simple statement.

Keeping dreaming and struggling brothers and sisters. For if you follow your dreams your dreams will always follow you.



Saturday, January 12, 2008

Mi Hermano The Alchemist

I've been invited to this space by a brother that I felt the need to reconnect with today. Years ago he and I would  debate the needs of our people and how we could best meet those needs. After placing a call today I realized that both he and I have been on similar paths with similar destinations at the exact same time in different regions. It was a pleasure to hear his voice and be reassured that he as I is living out his dreams of giving back to our brothers and sisters. 
I feel very blessed to be able to say that many dreams of mine are no longer dreams. In fact, many have become reality. Those that have not are manifesting somewhere in the universe. Not that long ago I would have easily looked at the brother I speak of and said..."I don't know if we're going to make it bro". Now I can look beside me and hear him laugh at the mere thought.